名言

认识了新朋友

也在他们身上学到很多很多的东西

以前的我

现在的我

介意的东西很多很多

每天都弄到自己很不开心

可能也弄到别人很烦恼

所以现在

我要把他们说过的好的

必须学习的

都一一记下来

让自己更加进步

活得更开心

Pinhau

人生是你自己的

要享受要开心

为什么要委屈自己去介意别人？

人家养你吗？

钱是自己出

所以不要委屈自己

Pingsin

以前我也很介意

可是想想下

他们有自己的生活

如果一直注意他们

会没有了自己

Hui yang

一个没有脑的人，和一个有脑的人

如果一个有脑的人

要去了解没有脑的人讲的话

只有两个结果

一，你会很生气很不明白为什么他要说这种话

二，你想通了，明白了为什么他要将

然后，恭喜你，

你也变没有脑的人了

所以，永远不要去了解没有脑的人说的话

笑笑，带过，就可以了

Yon fong 

神如果没有给你一双脚

你不会走路

你没有罪

可是

神给了你头脑

你不用脑想就讲话

你有罪

我想把所有真能量都学起来

让自己变得更好

不委屈自己

不辛苦别人

不让爱我的人难受

加油！

我讨厌我自己

因为自己的疏忽

我让爸爸开错了bank draft

应该要开给学校的

我却开在自己的名字

后悔

后悔自己让自己堕落

让自己糊里糊涂

让自己不再长进

让自己退步

我讨厌我自己

以前的我不会这样的

以前的我并没有那么弱

并没有那么不清楚

到底什么改变了自己

什么东西让我的抗压力变弱了

什么东西让我不再进步

朋友吗

我好像只有这个答案

朋友改变了我很多

同时让我看到了人的心理变化

怎样从一个熟悉的人

变成一个陌生人

没人记得你为他们做的

只是自己的执著让自己受伤

我不怪人

人家帮你

是讲人情

不帮你

是讲道理

到现在

才慢慢懂得这个道理

到现在

才知道朋友是曲终人散

迟吗？

我怕迟。

只可以谢谢他们伤害到的是我的心

不是我的钱财或我的生命

信任少了

我们会远的

到时候

我们只是认识的人

不再是朋友

我的执着会留给对的人

谢谢，再见友情。

Bachelor in UK

Currently finished study advanced diploma ~
Started the study for Bachelor~

Needed to finish two module at TARUC before I go UK ><

About classes :
Attended a few classes and feel very confused and worries ~
Their ascent and language are the difficulty for me...
I cant understand what they said...
Therefore I cant understand what is the subject talk about ~
Seriously very worry about the study in UK ><
Somemore everyone is very hardworking doing their coursework their study.
And I still very relax ~
Enjoying the world ><
I think I seriously need to change my attitude !!!!!

About financial support :
I don't know how my dad prepare the money..
I don't know either he is prepared...
But I think he is prepared...
When we talk and discuss about the money ~
I think he is suffer ~
40k MYR
After exchange it is just 8,000GBP
Maybe lesser than that..
Furthermore, I will use around 10,000MYR here to buy all my necessities.
which include flight ticket, daily use necessities, clothes, luggage, and Ipad ==
I feel guilty ~
If I never spent so much maybe I can save around 10k and can release some of his burden.
Or maybe I should start to save the 40k once I select to study in Tarc.
I should do this once I know this is the path.
But I used up all my money :(
For my own satisfaction .......

Feel sad for my dad.
He need to cover the whole family expenses.
So suffer.
So tough.

I swear !
I wanna fight hard when I start my work.
I wanna earn as much as possible.
I wanna help to lesser my family burden !!

I will ~
This is my life, this is my challenges ^^
I will fight till the end ~

Thank you Dad !
Thank you Mum !
Thank you my Family !

As a eldest daughter ~
I will try my best to be the support for my family ^^
You don't have a son but I will be the son ~
I will let you all have no worries about your old age life ^^

Aza aza fighting ^^

Life

Recentlyhave some topic about life ~
About future ~
What will be in my future ?
What is my occupation ?
How much is my salary ?
Will my life smooth ?

There is so many question for my life for my future :')
Every question ~ i can't give myself a satisfy answer ~
I don't even know what will happen in my life ~
Set target ? But, Can I achieve ?
What type of target I should set ?

Confuse.
Lost.
Unsecure.

This is all the feelings I'm facing now ~
About half year ~ I will be graduated ><
At that time ~ I will need to face the reality world !!!

Another stage of my life is going to start soon ~
The stage that show what I lived and what I learnt for 22 years.

Even I can't know what is my future ~
But, at least I know, what mode I should stay in my future :)

Yeahhhh ~~
I should always remind myself ~
Be happy no worries :)
Do not take everythings as granted, take everythings as experience ~
In the beginning of my life, I should non stop improving myself.
The knowledge of self defense in reality world.
The knowledge of self improvement.
The knowledge of working ~

Life is non stop improving ^^

Chance will not wait for anyone ~ so when I'm young, find for everythings !!!!!
Do not miss golden chance ~
Do not scare pain ~
Do not scare scarifice ~

年轻， 就是本钱 ～
把年轻可以赚的都赚回来吧 ！！！

Long time ago @@

I opened a new blog
and I had forgot about this old blog ~

today :)
I search it back and open it back ^^

many of our old memory here ~
I remember when I first open this blog I told myself to write all my feelings here
after write ~ restart a new me :) no more emo no more sadness..

for the new blog ~ I open it again :) for you ~
to write down our journey ~
yeahhhh~ a far and long distance journey  ><

viewed back this old blog ~ I remember how I loved you ~
the love is still and strong :)
just we become mature...
everythings changed..
im so glad that I still love you so much now ^^

Do you ?