emo time~~~=P

as my mum wishes
i find a part time job
jusco sushi king~~~~
wat a damn shit tired work to do....
salary little....
stafff like shit....
hahahahaha~~
half of the salary still wanna gv to my mum....
is ok...becuz they r parents..should gv d...
then i have to ikat perut ikat tangan to control n save my purse~~~=(
haiz~~~~T^T

a short sem start....
a tired sem also...
all things have to rush...
if not....all cant handle...
now i reli feel cant handle....
i feel like i have become weaker....
when i saw my result drop...my confidence drop too...
feel like wanna give up many things....
my fren told me...
dun expect too high for my last sem becuz there r many things happen to me in my last sem....
can tis b a excuse????
ya~~many things happen...
love d...family d...fren d...
only education din appear problem...
therefore..i tot i still can handle my education well...
but..i failed...
i saw my result drop...
mayb ...i din put enuf effort....
n the main fault is i din handle every problem in a well manage....wat a failure i have done~~T.T

recently i meet a old fren n knew a new fren....
both of them facing same problem like me...
one is loving a ppl whom wont have future....
another is juz break wif her bf....
me...
is loving a ppl tat wont have future n juz break wif him...
is tis still count as juz break????
4th month is coming~~~
n both of my fren told me...
i haven't put it down...
is tis real????
my heart start doubting myself...
i tot i put everythings down...
mayb not everythings...
but at least 50%....
but both of them told me...
"NOPE...U R NOT PUTTIN ANYTHINGS DOWN!!!!"
wat a bad news for me....
maybe i should not think so much n should not believe wat they say.....
i should....believe myself~~~~~
i will put it down....
SOON!!!!!!

u have a new life tat without me...
same for me~~~~
i will have a NICE
PRETTY
FINE life without u...

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