Thursday, March 17, 2011

disappointed~~~T.T

next week friday~~~25/3/2011
all my fren are going to genting~~~~wat a sound good trip....
they will b going for one day~~~
but..
i can't...
because my mum don allow....
haiz...
i feel very sad...quite sad....
yesterday night....
i ask my mum
"can i go genting wif my fren???next week friday..."
she tell me in a nice tone tat i can't....
i keep asking...but she still not allow....
mayb....i should receive my faith....
yesterday night i keep telling myself....
"never mind....never mind....genting won't move away....still have next chance....still have many chances....fren won't leave u...."
but...
at last i still cried....
full with hope...
end with nothing.....
everytime....
dun knw y....i scare...
i scare if i din go tgt....
i will have distance with them.....
1st time...2nd time....3rd time.....
they mayb will alienated me....
or mayb not...
juz....
dun knw arrrr~~~

feel very beh song now...T.T
so....
i planning to ponteng one day d work.....
find some best fren....
n go out to play tgt^^
hahahahahaXDDD
to relieve stress n so on^^

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